Finding my child
In longing, and yearning,
Im wasting time,
just watching the hard world
On its wildly spinning axis,
Making the same mistakes,
Over and over again.
And all of my hopes are dying,
And im feeling so damned old,
And my fears take me close to crying,
Is the child inside me dying ?
And madness beckons soon.
So Im going back to the country,
To the trees and green clad hills
To give my soul some succour
And to bring peace to my mind.
And the whistling of the sighing wind
Is comfort from the troubles of the town
And I feel like a traveller who was lost ,
And now has found his home
And I know despite the whirling,
Of a mind that’s tossed and turned,
That this is where I want to be,
And where I would remain.
And the brook that babbles by my door
And grinds the stones to sand
Speaks gently of the silence
I thought Id never find
Where in the darkest places
Where my thoughts destroy and hurt me
Theres a little voice that tells me
I CAN be strong
And I lie in the arms of nature ,
In the shelter of her breast .
And her love and peace
Sustain me while I weep.
And as pain leeches from me
Im safe within my sanctuary
And she gives me time to find myself again
And the child inside me sings and skips
And reaches for the sun
Thinks if she could just jump REALLY high
She could touch it like a ball.
And now I can embrace her ,
And draw her back inside me,
And show her how she too can feel free.
And she points a single finger
at a fox upon a hill,
Gives me her awe of nature
And lets me share her thrill
And I am going to keep her
As well as she can be
Because now that ive refound her
I need her close to me.
And so we’ll rest here,
Me and “my child†forever.
And live a specially full and peaceful life.
And I will be myself, and all my parts ,
Whatever storms I weather.
And take the child within me
Along lifes path forever.