>bighugs<
This happens to me frequently, especially when my MH is very bad It can be incredibly embarrassing, especially if happens more than once on the same department, but is something that most staff will have often encountered, so they won't think any less of you >hugs<
Please try to not to blame yourself for what happened - in addition to your heavy medication, the brain's own response to severe and prolonged pain interferes with memory and concentration. Is there anyone you'd feel comfortable showing appointment letters to, who might be willing to programme reminders into your phone and the calendar software on your computer on your behalf, until you're feeling a bit less mentally floored?